
So there I sat--face painted, in front of screaming, foot stomping kids, watching the sun go down and trying to follow the football game. This is service?
Saturday, I joined Kim and Peng as we did a service project with students from four other ENG 101 classes, welcoming eight children from Hunter Oaks Apartments Tutoring Program to campus for parents' day and the football game. I chose this service project partly because I knew I was going to be on campus on Saturday anyway and figured it would be easy to extend my time. But also I used to live in Hunter Oaks Apartments several years ago, so I had an attachment to the place.
The service project actually went well. The kids had a great time--even if all of it wasn't focused on the football game. They played cell phone games, screamed and shouted (sometimes for the wrong team) and ate! Boy did they eat! Oh, and we got our faces painted--many of us did anyway--thanks to some other students who volunteered their time and paint.
So that was our service project. . . and I left feeling. . .tired? yes. Happy? yes. Glad that it was over? yes. . . but I wasn't sure what I was supposed to feel. I certainly didn't feel as if I were some "super server." I didn't feel as if my life had completely changed. I realized that while we had made the day happier for those children that we probably hadn't altered their lives dramatically. Some unexpected things did happen--I got to know Kim and Peng a little bit better and they got to know me a little bit better. I got to see very diverse groups of students working together--Black, Chinese, and White students all focused together on a task and learning from each other. Did you know that Chinese students already know about boiled peanuts?? They have them in China!
What I am hoping is that service will eventually seem less intrusive and more integrated for me. I am thinking that like most things that will have to come with practice--making it part of my routine, my schedule. Volunteering seems counter-productive: I give of myself for free. . . what do I get out of it? Well, truth be told, probably a lot more than a painted face. . .